cant imagine why i'm awake at such early hours..
oh well that's cause it's my cousin's wedding today...
need to head over her place and reach by 7pm..
it's my 2nd time being "jie mei"...
not exactly that excited anymore...
LOL!
I think it's gona be a shag day for me cause i'm really shagged!
i guess it's because i have been working and driving non stop for the past 1week..

Alright...
Birthday's coming...
but kinda no feel for it this year..
haha!
think cause i noe bad things are gona happen after my birthday..
but anyway i'll just have a simple dinner or lunch with friends...
and i'll be more than happy..
i'm old alr anyway..
what's there to celebrate??
LOL!
it only makes me look? or sound?
even older!!!!
wahahahaha!!!
I think that's part of the reason why no feel this year..
i guess once you hit 21...
birthday is no longer really important to you...
it's probably just a day to meet up your friends...
and this is as a form of either gathering or catching up session...
heeeeeee......

This year my birthday wishes (presents) are all not very cheap..
basically i have almost all that i need tho..
haha....

I need a handphone cause it's totally cui and not working alr...
so i'm currently phoneless...
i would like to have a MP3...
still decided what to get...
ipod? or creative?
Actually i wanted get this agnes b. shoulder bag..
think it is in glittering grey and blue or glittering black and purple...
i cant really remember...
anyway it is out of season...
DAMN!
then i saw this lacoste red/black shoulder bag..
not too bad too but a bit ex la...
hahaha...
what's next...?
hmmm... that's all for now...
heee... too busy to do shopping..
so i guess thats all i need or want at the moment...
i am saving up to get those stuff! =))

Actually if anyone of you wants to give me something...
honestly i wouldnt mind cash!
whooohooo...
so i can use it with my savings to get those stuff...
LOL!!!!!

GTG change...
bye!
Have fuun everyone! =))
oh forgot to mention!
i'm at my last stage of driving which is the assessments!
yeah!!!!!!

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
I figured i must have been such a child
You never know how much i've been around

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!