Ever since the start of this year... everything have not been smooth for me... be it work be it health be it any others... it just sucks...

The only glad thing is that i have been catching up with few ppl and they are the only beautiful things in my life now... They are my friends and my cousin...

4 person i would like to thank...

I would like to thank Siaomei for being there for me whenever i need her and at any point of time be it early morning, or late at night.. either through phone or sms and even trying to meet me often like every week or every 2 weeks despite her busy school and training schedules...

I would like to thank my cousin, Audrey, for spending time with me and always keeping me accompanied during my weekends esp sun... ha!

My colleague cum fren... Jean.. who keeps me company at work and listens to my grumbles on all issues... whether or not its related to work.. even personal... she hears it and give me valuable advise... will definitely miss having such a colleague cum fren when i leave here...

Lastly, its my mummy... who have not been asking me much but yet I noe she is always with me and by my side... She makes me feel comfortable and she knows tat food is my favourite and only that can cheer me up... thus she has been spending money treating me with the good food and bringing me to restaurants... Thank you mummy!!! *Thou she will not be reading this.... hee...

Life is just so unpredictable... i guess year 2008 is just not my year and have to wait for my luck to come back... :)

**PS: Siaomei.. I am trying very hard to think positive but I think u also noe its really hard...
**PS: Jean.. lets survive together! haha!
**PS: Cousin.. Lets go k one day! without ur... maybe?? ha! hope u noe wat i saying...

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
I figured i must have been such a child
You never know how much i've been around

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!