HAha.. it was such a tiring day for me!!! haha... did spring cleaning for the whole day.. i would say this is the first time in my entire 19yrs doing a really proper spring cleaning... still rmb last time when my mum ask me to clear my room and throw away things that i dun wan... i would probably just throw 2 or 3 small bags of stuff??

Then i will tell her... "the rest i want one!" tats y my room never gets neat! but this time i really packed... i threw away not just using plastic bags but BOXES!!! like many many boxes and plastic bags?? cant be counted! haha even my bro n mum gt a shocked! haha...

i even just helped my mum throw away things that she couldnt decide whether to throw a not i just told her to THROW LA~ haha.. maybe like wat she say... i have grown up... so things i used to think is important i wun feel so anymore... i am not saying that what ppl give me is not important... but just that it does not mean i have to keep everything... even if things are useful... coz if everything is nice and u cant bear to throw... u will be the one suffering in the future.. just like me... had a hard time clearing...

Did feel a bit sad throwing most of the stuff but wat to do?? if i dun do now i will nv... anyway i have taken pictures of most of the items to keep as memories?? took like over hundreds of photos?? haha will post some of them soon... coz currently dun have it with me...

Now... my house is damn empty la! too empty that i am not used to it!! haha... even my mum is shocked! hahaha... anyway the whole cleaning process ended at about 10pm? about 10hours?? haha...

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
I figured i must have been such a child
You never know how much i've been around

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!