hai... this is only week 4 and i'm dying of workload here.... project meetings almost everyday if not is need to do hw or readings... sighs... STRESS is the word... I want to make my uni life not so bored, more happening also cannot... hai... No time at all for myself... hai... even if i manage to squeeze out some time i just wan to rest, slp and slack... i dun need to enjoy coz it will be too energy exhausted.. haha

I am super glad that my CCA is on Fri and Sat... At least I dun have class on these days and shldnt affect my work.. But... tats provided i dun have any deadlines on fri or sat... Hope I can successfully go through my term 1 in SMU if not.... hai....

On top of all this, counting down to my bro's wedding day and I have to settle stuff for him and my mum... I play quite a few roles apparently... tho I am not very sure what exactly do i need to do... so i am trying to or rather really learning how to multi-task! honestly my time management is not very good... Need to start to really learn and follow my schedule should i have planned one... hahaha... =)

So should u see my nick on MSN, dun doubt... haha.... 99% should be true... so if happen that it is study or project or research... most of the time i may not have time to reply u! hee... sorry!

Take care ppl... =)

haha... i am so happy! I got my new laptop... or rather my first laptop hahaha! At least this time it is my own one... hee... no need to borrow from anyone already and after this weekend I will also have no problems going online at night from home.. coz i also applied for my broadband at the IT Fair! Activation is today after 5pm... wee.... okok... i got my laptop like last friday but i didnt really use it until erm... today? and only realise all the prob like yesterday which is quite bad actually... sighs... coz ppl who noe me will know that I am an IT idiot...

ya and i really meant that coz i really noe nuts... and have to wait for ppl to come help me with it... hopefully once my broadband is up i can get back into contact with ppl whom i have been missing out.. sorry once again... haha by then... Ye Ling.. you can send me all my msn icons~~ hahaha... coz now i have my own laptop... weeee....

Btw just wanted to specially mention this...

Adeline~ really thanks for helping borrow a lappy from ur cousin.... I was really touched and really appreciated it when u called me back almost immediate when i couldnt borrowed a lappy from sch and seek ur advise wat i should do for that class.. Altho i didnt expressed it out coz it is kinda hard actually... haha i am shy la... but i was really grateful... You rock my life seriously... ha! I'm really glad that i have you helping me with matters related to school... Without you I would probably be damn lost in sch and damn stressed out... seriously... Although we are all busy with our sch stuff and dun meet often but I noe that you are one friend I dun wan to lose and will treasure... thanks dude! =) Love you!

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