i'm now in year 2..
hahha
smth to be happy or not?
maybe i guess..
haha

anyway hope this term will be better..
or the same as last term...
and i will be damn happy..
oh well maybe smth to be happy..
is that i have 2 friends joining me in smu...
welcome onboard Mr Kang An and Mr Jareth Koh!

Now i have ppl to acc me in sch.. haha
okok i'm not saying my uni frenz are not..
but just that these ppl know me longer so ya..
oh well shant explain more..

in my first class now which is management science...
seems like a not too bad class and prof..
only that this prof changed the text..
so i cant buy 2nd hand from my fren alr..
sighs! =(

alright thats all for today. =)

oh well.. haven blogged for ages..
lots of things happened this vacation..
people who have met me for at least twice would probably noe..

not everything has been fun or smooth for me..
not everyday was happy for me too..
i guess this is part of life..

kept having the feeling i haven been earning much..
duno why but trying to do smth abt it..
sch's starting so there's no way i'll be able to save anything before sch start too

Sch's not smooth too...
lost my bids and have no idea what to bid for anymore
totally lost...
bidding closes on mon.. shit!
hai

tsy is back but she's flying off again.. (gona miss u and we didnt get to meet much too)
ade's still stucked in india.. (dude hope u doing fine)
sm hasnt been free or well to meet up.. (take care girl)
when will we be able to meet as a grp??
hai sian..

recently have been super emo..
not too sure how many ppl noes but well
haven really been showing to others or telling ppl..

anyway i'm going hongkong the week after next..
hopefully that will be a time for me to relax and not think abt anything but just enjoying myself to the max! haha

alright till then.. take care pple!

cant imagine why i'm awake at such early hours..
oh well that's cause it's my cousin's wedding today...
need to head over her place and reach by 7pm..
it's my 2nd time being "jie mei"...
not exactly that excited anymore...
LOL!
I think it's gona be a shag day for me cause i'm really shagged!
i guess it's because i have been working and driving non stop for the past 1week..

Alright...
Birthday's coming...
but kinda no feel for it this year..
haha!
think cause i noe bad things are gona happen after my birthday..
but anyway i'll just have a simple dinner or lunch with friends...
and i'll be more than happy..
i'm old alr anyway..
what's there to celebrate??
LOL!
it only makes me look? or sound?
even older!!!!
wahahahaha!!!
I think that's part of the reason why no feel this year..
i guess once you hit 21...
birthday is no longer really important to you...
it's probably just a day to meet up your friends...
and this is as a form of either gathering or catching up session...
heeeeeee......

This year my birthday wishes (presents) are all not very cheap..
basically i have almost all that i need tho..
haha....

I need a handphone cause it's totally cui and not working alr...
so i'm currently phoneless...
i would like to have a MP3...
still decided what to get...
ipod? or creative?
Actually i wanted get this agnes b. shoulder bag..
think it is in glittering grey and blue or glittering black and purple...
i cant really remember...
anyway it is out of season...
DAMN!
then i saw this lacoste red/black shoulder bag..
not too bad too but a bit ex la...
hahaha...
what's next...?
hmmm... that's all for now...
heee... too busy to do shopping..
so i guess thats all i need or want at the moment...
i am saving up to get those stuff! =))

Actually if anyone of you wants to give me something...
honestly i wouldnt mind cash!
whooohooo...
so i can use it with my savings to get those stuff...
LOL!!!!!

GTG change...
bye!
Have fuun everyone! =))
oh forgot to mention!
i'm at my last stage of driving which is the assessments!
yeah!!!!!!

it's gg to be june soon..
tt goes to show i have been slacking for almost 1month plus?
haha actually not really la..
have been gg for my driving lessons regularly...
like about 5 times a week..
in fact sometimes 6times?
haha so i'm now at stage 3 of the course alr
if nth goes wrong..
i should be able to finish stage 3 by this fri..
before i take a 2 weeks break from driving..
(**to be frank it's cause there were no more slots for those 2 weeks..but i'm so glad there wasnt slots.. haha! i'm a bit sian of driving lo.. LOL!)

Then I started working alr..
so didnt slack from last week onwards..
last week had some job orientation + training..
and a last min call back for work coz of manpower shortage..
This week was more of my official start of work..
Everything seems good now..
but i'm pondering about the no. of days i should work a week
hmmm.. dun feel like working too much..
but want try earn as much this summer..
shall think about it again..
maybe 3-4days instead of my usual 5days plan..
haha headache leh.. must calculate hours also..

went swimming earlier on in the late afternoon..
thought i wun be able to go cause of the bad weather
it was like raining since afternoon..
then when i reach yck..
it was still drizzling..
lucky could still swim...
think i should go swimming often..
but i guess need to control my appetite after swimming..
haha if not think i will put on weight?
LOL!!!

Lastly.. i have friends joining me in SMU!
yeah!!! more friends...
finally.. if not i feel so weird
welcome welcome!!!
haha! =))

okok... tts all for today.. bye!

ok.. summer has not been slack for me..
though it sounds quite slack..
have been chiong-ing my driving almost everyday...
and found a part-time job for myself too!
so gona be even more busy soon!
but at least i have income... haha

can do more things...
but probably also lesser time for myself...
hmm.. nvm.. better save up first...
feels like there's so many things i wana do this summer...
but hai...
my energy is limited...
u noe.. beauty sleep is like so important to me..
haha

actually i'm finally not having driving tml..
but hai.. i feel so bored.. haha
like nth to do leh.. haha

hello!

haha cant really rmb wat my last entry was abt..

anyway... been out like i mentioned..
sat: went to meet my girls and alvin for dinner...
den shopped for the food needed on sun...
sun: went to meet the girls...
den got the remaining food needed for the bbq
den we checked into the chalet and decorated the place...
den waited for alvin to bring our birthday girl SM..
den yup the surprise celebration went on with the montage..
den was preparing the bbq food and party begins!

yup.. short and sweet summary haha
den rest at hm on mon...
tue which is today when to meet my uni (FTB) frenz for dinner and den chill out a bit..
honestly... i'm like totally broke..
and there's really so many other things i would like to do and go...
hai... sian la.. like go eat steamboat, go prawning, go sing k, go timbre....
haha... shit...
not sure how i'm gona survive..
but tink need find a part time job..
haha

Have been kinda busy catching up with friends...
which means going out non-stop since tues..
haha..
actually it's kinda tiring and pocket has got a big hole alr..
coz keep spending
haha
was kinda looking forward to the weekend..
but actually now not really alr
due to some factors..
and also partly cause i'm shagged.

tues: went sch and then met up xinhui & liang to shop and eat
wed: met ade to do some shopping and then chill out
thu: met herry to do some shopping (lucky gathering with starring ppl was cancelled haha)
fri: met biz law mates to sing k at marina square

but the shoppings actually is not really shopping
cause i went home empty handed...
didnt buy anything haha
more of window shopping
couldnt find the stuff we had to find...

Gona meet the girls later..
till then..
i'll update again.. =))

Went to watch 17again yest with herry
Not bad show..
quite funny actually
herry say i laugh and talk to loud furing the show
but it was really funny and i cant control leh..
hahahaha
Zac Efron is so cute and handsome! my goodness..
haha oops!

anyway i honestly cant wait to meet my girls...
hee.. haven seen them for super long..
like since we send sy off nv see them lo..
=((
I have got few plans going on but no $$
sighs!
how to enjoy like tat..
haha! okok.. i noe dun need $$ also can enjoy..
haha

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
I figured i must have been such a child
You never know how much i've been around

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!